wow...

i can't believe it's been so long since my last post!!

i really hope to blog more in 2006... no, really-- i do.

i think it would be good for me. keep me focused. whatever.

i've just been so preoccupied with my photography stuff lately-- and with trying to figure out what's what, and where to go next with all of this... and when... and how! especially "how".

i really want to make HUGE progress-- leaps and bounds... but it's SUCH a slow process... and what with me not being very patient and all. it's hard.

i want to be where i want to be-- NOW. not in a year. BUT i know i have a lot to learn. a lot to figure out... not to mention, i still have that dreaded "day job" and all.

ok-- but i HAVE been continuously kicking ASS by going to the gym every morning before work... well, almost every morning (with a few exceptions over the holidays-- not just because they were "the holidays" but also because i have been sick off and on for well over a month. suck.)

i actually LIKE going now... who knew that'd ever happen!?

i'm still trying to find my inner bad-ass — she's still in there, and i'm working hard to free her!

"Progress"... that'll be my goal. my motto – my MANTRA, if you will, for 2006. As long as i'm making progress, i'm moving in the right direction.

baby steps.